tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-813226226435267302.post2149616369821491260..comments2023-07-16T06:16:57.824-07:00Comments on Foreigner in my own backyard: Cleaning Castle Nacht, enjoying the quiet and the kitty, grieving crimsonlanternhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09586441423386494027noreply@blogger.comBlogger11125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-813226226435267302.post-60125882644375035472016-10-18T11:34:38.067-07:002016-10-18T11:34:38.067-07:00I'm sorry you are in the same boat, I'm so...I'm sorry you are in the same boat, I'm sorry that a lot of us are. It's not a fun place to be. *hugs* I'm going to try for the benefits. I don't really have a problem admitting that I need the help, I just really wanted to be "normal" again and get my life back. Looks like it is going to take longer. crimsonlanternhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09586441423386494027noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-813226226435267302.post-35581234847367641882016-10-17T15:58:41.066-07:002016-10-17T15:58:41.066-07:00*hugs* I wish no one ever felt this way, it is awf...*hugs* I wish no one ever felt this way, it is awful. <br />I am hanging in here and hope you do too!crimsonlanternhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09586441423386494027noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-813226226435267302.post-84707115581461680682016-10-17T15:57:20.903-07:002016-10-17T15:57:20.903-07:00*hugs*
I am taking your advice and getting cozy w...*hugs* <br />I am taking your advice and getting cozy with a book today. I've been talking to some friends who have dealt with some of this and will be seeing if I can talk with someone from DSHS. crimsonlanternhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09586441423386494027noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-813226226435267302.post-1369114300917279252016-10-17T15:54:44.347-07:002016-10-17T15:54:44.347-07:00I don't think Narcisa is really trying to soot...I don't think Narcisa is really trying to soothe me so much as she is trying to soothe herself. Its okay though, I'll take it. <br />It would be one less thing for me to worry about, if I can do it to get back on my feet. I want very much to ride a bike, to do things for myself, because as much as I love Amanda, it sucks to wait on her, especially since she is the biggest procrastinator I know, lol. <br />Bug hugs too!<br />crimsonlanternhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09586441423386494027noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-813226226435267302.post-50501804085523347772016-10-17T15:50:35.555-07:002016-10-17T15:50:35.555-07:00Thank you, Sarah. *hugs*Thank you, Sarah. *hugs*crimsonlanternhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09586441423386494027noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-813226226435267302.post-26004426058394688662016-10-17T05:33:12.559-07:002016-10-17T05:33:12.559-07:00Dearest, that last paragraph really resonated with...Dearest, that last paragraph really resonated with me, and I'm so sorry you are feeling this way. I have those thoughts too like I'm just a curiosity, I'm being pitied, or people will run away when they get to know the real me. But I am starting to learn that those thoughts are lies. All people have faults and weaknesses, and we actually love each other more for having them. Hang in there!Ms Misantropiahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14021724750085104087noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-813226226435267302.post-89849955738534354832016-10-17T04:45:50.074-07:002016-10-17T04:45:50.074-07:00I know how you feel, I'm in the same boat. Som...I know how you feel, I'm in the same boat. Sometimes I feel so worthless I just want to disappear...Sometimes I even try to shut out the people who are trying to be there for me because I don't want them to see me like this and I don't want to drag them down...But you see, they keep sticking with me, because they care...so I guess, the least I can do is trying to help myself as much as I can, so their effort to drag me above the surface over and over again won't be in vain...Try for the benefits, you have the right to it and there is nothing wrong with admitting, that you need help.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-813226226435267302.post-48104033737979458522016-10-17T03:52:03.276-07:002016-10-17T03:52:03.276-07:00It is a constant battle, but you're not alone....It is a constant battle, but you're not alone. You're entitled to those benefits - try not to get stressed about it - visit the Citizens Advice Bureau, they really are a great help. Be kind to yourself, do more of the things you love, pamper yourself a little and cosy up with your kitty, a stack of books and good films. You've probably heard it said so many times already, but it's true... Time truly is a great healer ((hugs)).Melancholy and Menacehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16591446991462513593noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-813226226435267302.post-42595172350619661602016-10-17T02:08:14.113-07:002016-10-17T02:08:14.113-07:00I can't imagine how you're feeling...you s...I can't imagine how you're feeling...you should try for the benefits, though. You do need them,they would help and you probably won't need them for long. It would be one less thing for you to worry about.<br />You can always email me too:)<br />When I was doing not so well a couple years back, our cat Rigby would get up on my chest and lick my face and purr to me..they can sense our emotions so well. <br />Nice you have that kitty to try and soothe you.<br />big hugs.<br /> Marfi-topiahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03242999477685406949noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-813226226435267302.post-78526620783318306812016-10-16T13:14:43.483-07:002016-10-16T13:14:43.483-07:00Sorry you're a having a rough time sadly that ...Sorry you're a having a rough time sadly that the constant battle of mental health issues. <br /><br />I know it's easy for me say but if your entitled to benefits I go for it. It may make thing easier. If you ever wanna talk email me and I'll responds. Good luck just remember your loved. Sarahhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05306376518336141023noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-813226226435267302.post-42478711002894667352016-10-16T13:13:51.795-07:002016-10-16T13:13:51.795-07:00Sorry you're a having a rough time sadly that ...Sorry you're a having a rough time sadly that the constant battle of mental health issues. <br /><br />I know it's easy for me say but if your entitled to benefits I go for it. It may make thing easier. If you ever wanna talk email me and I'll responds. Good luck just remember your loved. Sarahhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05306376518336141023noreply@blogger.com