tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-813226226435267302.post224006767183472516..comments2023-07-16T06:16:57.824-07:00Comments on Foreigner in my own backyard: 1st dumb thing my therapist has said and what's been going on latelycrimsonlanternhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09586441423386494027noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-813226226435267302.post-65417189747329805672017-05-20T05:34:32.143-07:002017-05-20T05:34:32.143-07:00*hugs* You're not alone either. Maybe its a ch...*hugs* You're not alone either. Maybe its a change in season that's getting to everyone. Some people are upbeat and some people I know are not.<br /><br />I don't want to go to the hospital either. My therapist and my doctor said something interesting which I am struggling to wrap my head around. crimsonlanternhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09586441423386494027noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-813226226435267302.post-17894623201891441162017-05-18T15:38:34.309-07:002017-05-18T15:38:34.309-07:00You are not alone. You are not alone. You are NOT ...You are not alone. You are not alone. You are NOT Alone! I haven't said much to people but the depression has been crushing and unbearable. I stuff the suicidal ideations into a place where I can manage it later. God I don't want to go to the hospital!<br />I wonder if it's something in the air because the level of self loathing I've had lately reminds me of that black gooey stuff from FMA Conquerer of Shamballa. I feel suffocated by it.<br /><br />Sometimes I forget to breathe.<br /><br />*Hugs* You are not alone.<br /><br />(P.S Rolls eyes at that old Chestnut your therapist pulled out. How...inane. :-p )Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16414080123441313048noreply@blogger.com