Wednesday, April 19, 2017

The depression monster and a dinner guest.


It's going to be one of those days. I've already had a panic attack about just going to a doctor's appointment. Which is stupid because I like my doctor but I just can't. In fact, my depression monster is kicking my ass today. So much so that I actually think I may need to go take a nap to reset myself. 

We're supposed to have a dinner guest tonight, a girl we met at one of grocery stores we frequent. She's a nice girl and wanted to know if we were pagan. Anyway, we invited her for for dinner and I think I am going to make a bbq meatloaf and cheesy scalloped potatoes to have with salad if we have it. If not, maybe some kind of veggie side. Surely I can get my stupid monster under control and the house picked up before 6 this evening. 

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  1. that sounds really good - I could also still make the mac and cheese if you wanted to or we can do that when Eileen is here. I figure we'll make a few quiches and a couple of casserole type foods and that will carry us through.

    Also I'm really sorry that it's being a depressing day today honey :( It will get better!

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    1. Roy mustang and Maes Hughes like quiche, LOL!
      Yeah, that sounds great! I think we have enough of everything to do that. You will have to cut up onions though... >.> Because I don't want to, lol.

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  2. I'm just wondering: what's more difficult, going to and being at the Dr's office or preparing to go? I find my anxiety decreases once I reach my destination.
    Getting mentally and physically prepared is the hard part for me.

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    1. It's the preparation, mostly, but when I am really depressed like that, being away from home is panic inducing itself.

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  3. Also, I'm sorry your day sucked so badly. I hope it got better as it went on.

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    1. It did. I took a nap and reset myself, that worked, for a little while.

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