Well I am and big dumb dumb!

In all of the hustle and bustle of yesterday, I forgot to take my meds. That was a big mistake and I am certainly paying for it today. I have the nausea and terrible, throbbing headache that despite all my efforts to ignore, have only gotten worse since I woke up this morning.

So, instead of trying to tackle anything that I had planned to do today, I am going to lie down in the dark with a cold cloth on my face and the fan blowing on me and just rest.  Hopefully after a little bit I will feel well enough to throw in some laundry, get some lunch made, take care of some school stuff, write some blogs, ect...

Until then...

Ewww, Galen is making weird noises, and my friends made a meme (?) of my kitty.

My friend (pseudo brother) Lucas made this lovely meme of our kitty, Ellie. She is one of the most unkempt girl cats I have ever known. She's  Persian, gets that icky eye snot that we have to clean up for her. She doesn't really bathe herself (but in her defense she doesn't have a face so I suppose it's harder for her), and she doesn't like us to trim her little claws or brush her. So we try to get as much done as we can, when she "allows" us to, which isn't very often. Like all cats, she loves to sunbathe and I finally got her attention long enough to snap a quick picture of her. Like always she looks terrible and slightly demonic.

The next kitty in the news for our house is Galen, the bitchy, grumpy, asshole. He is still coming up to me for pets but now when I scratch his back his general purr/growl has taken on a higher tone. It sounds like he's either trying to talk or meow in agony. But he always comes back for more, so I don't know if he's just bitching like always or if he's hurting. It is so weird and I'm really not quite sure what to make of it. Of course he is still being a bully to Yoda-chan, which isn't cool and I will never understand because they sleep beside each other often enough and Galen likes it when Yoda gives him baths. He was also very sad when Yoda had to stay at the vet for a couple of nights. *sigh* Cats.

My "Eww" is that I am hurting pretty bad today and I'm dealing with a migraine. I should lay down in bed and rest with some ice on my back and a cold rag on my head, but I have some things I need to try to get done i.e. a shower, helping with the laundry, and dinner. I've got some chicken thawed out so maybe balsamic chicken or curry chicken with veggies in place of jasmine rice. I just have to make sure that I have all the right spices.

Lastly, I really would like to work on my Young Adult story tonight for a little bit. I think I want to work a little more on the world building and  re-work some of the 1st chapter.  I have been struggling with which information to put in, is it too much or not enough, or should I deal with this part of it or just leave it out and wait until she has to explain things to another character. I don't know why this  one is giving me such a problem. New territory I suppose. 

Damn it!

Today has been a day of lethargy and pain. I didn't want to read, watch TV, or a movie. Cooking and crafts were a flat no. I didn't really want to go anywhere or do anything in particular. Hell, I didn't even want to take a nap. So I decided the best thing to do was to get dressed and get out of the house for a bit and on my way out, I got a shopping list. 

So, I went to Denny's, hoping to sit and read for a little bit in peace. I forgot it was Sunday and a lot of people go out to eat after church. I didn't manage to read very much and since I didn't feel good, I thought if I ate a little something I might feel better so I ordered french toast. It didn't really taste good. It didn't taste bad either, I just wasn't really feeling it. I ate, paid my bill, and went to the store where I got some things for Skoora's Aunt. I also bought some kale, a bag of oranges, and 1 kaiser roll. 

When I got home I retreated into my bedroom to escape noise and well, because I didn't feel like socializing or watching hours of HGTV, even though I would be in the air conditioned part of the apartment.  That's when I knew something was really wrong. It still didn't get me out of my room. 

Dinner came and went and after I was finished eating I had myself a cry for no good reason. Since that just made me even more upset and made the headache worse, I decided that I need to, once again, get out of the house. 

Went to the park nearby and called my parents to chat and then came home. This time I took a shower and thought I was feeling better. I was until I decided to get on facebook and when I'd had enough of that, I logged on to Guild Wars and found no one online there. So here we are again. I'm hot, tired, have a really bad headache, I don't feel like doing anything, my back is killing me, and I don't want to do anything. Fantastic...

Well, I guess I will go drink a cup of coffee and chase it with water and lay down and rest. Maybe I can get some sleep. If not, I foresee myself taking another mid-night drive. 

Vehicular Woes

No, this is not my car, my car is white, and currently sitting in a local repair shop. The mechanic will call me and let me know if I will have to pay $300 or over $1,000 to get my car fixed. If it is the latter, you know what he told me? He said that I might as well sell it because they would have to tear out the whole front end.

SHIT! SHIT! SHIT!

I can't afford to fix it and I can't afford to sell it. Mainly because I can't afford to get another car and Skoora's is still out of commission since we couldn't afford to get it fixed either.

I really don't want to be down to using Amanda's parent's car. That will make things very difficult. At least there is a free bus in town if I ever need to get to the library.

And I suppose I should get signed up at the Plasma place near Hayden. I could make 50 bucks a week selling myself off like a little blood whore. UGH!

I'll be okay and less angry tomorrow after I know something for sure and when I don't have a screaming headache.