Monday, November 21, 2011

Emotional Rollercoaster!

I'm in the midst of ordered chaos. We have a friend from Idaho down to help us move, we're doing laundry, I've got one more class to take a final in, and I am trying to see friends and family before I leave. Lastly, I'm trying to finish out NaNoWriMo. My back isn't being very nice to me either. And while all of this is going on, there are people fighting and guilt trips are in abundance.

My mom and my gf are butting heads, both my parents are unhappy, and I'm stuck in the middle feeling the brunt and hearing the brunt of all of it. I'm down to five days before I leave and I've got a final tonight and thanksgiving on Thursday.  In the mean time there is laundry and packing to do. Thankfully we don't have too much packing to do. The down side of that, is that my gf and our friend aren't doing much in the way of getting ready to go. I'm limited in what I can do because of my back and being out of the house to see family. Tomorrow, I'll be attacking the laundry situation and packing as much as I can. I think that if I am doing things then my gf and our friend will help. It's just kind of depressing that they can't do these things on their own without me. I packed all or most of our two previous homes up alone and now, when I am having back trouble it looks like I will be doing it again.

Anyway, I'm just complaining and venting. I'm nervous and my body hurts so it makes things that much more stressful. And I really wish that people didn't guilt trip me so bad about moving. Unlike them, I'll actually come and visit and they all have more money than I do. Really, it's sad.

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